st_smokin

Just a public update since a few people have e-mailed me. I moved my blog to a private site. WAY better then live journal. If you want the address e-mail me. Some people are better off minding there own. Me and Christine are talking again. We always have great conversation. Will probably stay like this for a long time. Im also big in to paintball now. Best sport ever. Can't wait to go out again.

Jeff

Today has been funny. I love how people call me immature. Its so sad. And find all this bad stuff about me when I have been the good guy all along. Sad. People will relize it all along.

I don't ask people to "strip" before opersations.
I don't smother people with pillows so they can't scream
I don't bail out of my responsibilites
I don't slam doors in peoples faces and threaten them that they can't leave
I don't hide peoples shoes so they can't leave
I don't cheat on people
I don't lie through my teeth to get what I want.
I don't get people to call other people and do my dirty work.
I don't con people in to beliving lies
I don't hit, slap, bite or hurt women
I don't say things like "I will finally get to be the father I never was with my new girlfriend"
I don't ask for equal rights on time spend amoung friends
I don't drop out of school
I don't borrow money and never repay it.
I don't Make threats that I do not mean
I don't show up in the middle of the night like a stalker just want a quick revenge fuck.
I don't disrespect the families of my loved ones
I don't come over and trap people in there rooms until I get my own way.
I don't force people not to cry.
I don't deserve what you did.


Sad some people fill all of these qualities and many more.


Life will be better now.

Got my stove! Must try it out tomorow. This weekends gonna rock :D.

Well hmmmmmmmmm. What to write. Today was good. Christine came over and we had a wicked dinner although she was not feeling good. Probably the sushi crap she had at the grocery store. I told her it was nasty! Anyways we got all our camping gear cleaned up and ordered a new stove. The MSR simmerlite: http://www.mec.ca/Products/product_detail.jsp?PRODUCT%3C%3Eprd_id=522153&FOLDER%3C%3Efolder_id=672869&bmUID=111647088233. From good old mec. There products rock. We have planned our next camping trip for the weekend AFTER the long weekend. Its gonna be fun. We now know to:

Bring 2 stoves,
Our own fire wood
Kindling and news paper
proper utensils
more ice
and organize the food/gear better.

I have a new favorite show. Its called survivor man on OLN. Great show and teaches you a lot of quality techniques for surviving anywhere outdoors. Well tomorrow is gonna be a big sigh of relief as I finish my last regular test for school and then I'm finally on to collage. Yippee!

Jeff

Some people are funny and so pathetic. They pull such Bull$hit out of no where it hillarious. Just shows how pathetic there life is. Well camping was fun, we got us lost but it wasn't entirly my fault. Since the high way forked we where technically on the right road just the wrong fork. We got the tent setup before it started raining and then just had a nap and cuddle while it rained. We cooked dinner in the dark and tried to have a fire but everything was to wet. The next morning was nice, sleeping was a little rockey but we watched movies on christines new portable DVD player. Was really nice and her dads little stove really saved the day as far as dinner went. We had alot of fun and I can't wait to do it again :).

Jeff

Life's lesson is people are stupid, ignorant and self absorbed. Really some times people need to wake up and smell the coffee. You should know when your being used like a little tool by other people but some really can't even thought more then enough proof has been shown. Also people should take there own damn advice. Don't snoop when you tell people not to snoop. Don't sugar coat things when you said "I don't sugar coat things". Don't get involved when you say "I don't want to be involved. People are funny. These LJ's give me one hell of a laugh how desperate people are and what kind of shitty fucked up useless lives they live and how fascinated they are with snooping on other peoples business. Probably why there all losers. TIP of the day: GET A LIFE.

Any ways life is great, summers gonna be great, birthdays gonna be great, works great and then Collage next year will be great. We have almost decided a time to move in together which will be great. Can't wait to share a place with Chris it will be kick-ass.

Time to snooze. I think some people need to get a life

Hey

Well its been a while. Everything is great. Me and christine are doing better then ever. Lots of camping planned,big parties for our birthday and eventually moving in together. Gonna be a great summer!


Toodles!

Hi,

Well been a long time since I posted here. Things have been good. All of the stupid stuff has been ironed out. People still owe other people money but that will be cleared up eventually. Xoopiters going well. Almost at 4000 clients. Pretty excited about the future. Me and christine are doing great! We are thinking about moving in together soon which would be awsome. we see each other alot now around 2-4 times a week and talk lots. It would be awsome to live in T.O. Lots of stores all so close and be able to share an appartment with her! Oh well got to go to bed now so Ill maybe post later in the future.

St-Smokin

Well talk to my lawyer this afternoon about this whole mess. Nothing to worried about. Apparently you can't sure for slander on the new since it can't be proven. IF he did it would be a frivolous lawsuit and we could counter sue for quite a bit and easily win. Christine might get a restraining order which would cause a criminal investigation on him and all the harassment, phone calls, etc. I think if he's smart he will quietly disappear before he gets charged with harassment, blackmail and invasion of privacy. We do have the phone records to prove it. I know if he files a lawsuit it will bite him in the ass with the criminal charges he will face. I've heard he's been charged with assault before so they won't go lightly on him either. We have to look in to the restraining order some more but we will see what happens. Bit of advice Danny, stay quiet, pay back your debt and don't get your self in any more trouble then you already could be in. Our pity arguing doesn't do anything and your not much of a saint after and "slander" won't get you any where. Slander: "Defamatory spoken words tending to prejudice another in reputation, business or means of livelihood." Nothing has been spoken and if you try and say we've written stuff about you, then that's the pot calling the kettle black since you have done it MORE then us such a "Ms whore America" which is what we would counter sue you for with screenshoted proof. So take some advice and go on with your life.

Well last couple of days have been better. Xoopiter broke 3000 accounts which is great. Next goal is 10,000 users which wont take long. I also hope my web hosting special works out. 300 users is my goal which is $3000 a month. Wouldent that be nice :). This is a hobby company I started one night when I was bored. Not only has it taken off but exploded in less then 5 months. I am pretty proud of it. I posted a screenshot at bottom. Talked to Christine alot today. Brought up alot of good old memories and had fun talking about them. Quizing each other on how well we know each other. I think I know more about her then most people. Lots of looking at AOE 3 to. It will be great. We need to format her computer before then and get her a better graphics card. Also going to refinish her amazing coffee table in the summer. I have wanted to fix up my shop anyways so here is a good reason why I should. I need an assload of $ worth of tools but I will be working on seeveral things to make it worth while. I want to build all new furniture for my room including bed. Executive decision is on for second time today and I am actually paying attn so I am gonna go fall asleep watching it. Gnight

Well Today started good with a phone call from Christine. She is always a pleasure to talk to and even tho its costing me an arm and a leg its worth it. We have talked for couple hours now so time to play aoe and have some fun. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well Christine called before she got in to bed and I talked to her till she fell asleep. I was pretty pissed off althought she seems to always make it better. I wish she would just wake up like wtf did I do to deserve his shit. He is a moron who should put as much energy in to bothering me for no reason, in to there relationship. Him calling me just shows how much he cares to disrupt her life and friends. IF only she could see it. Just one big joke because no matter what he does we will be best friends forever. I am glad I get to see her tomorow we will have fun.

HEy,

Well today has been good start. Christine woke me up which I always like and we played. I posted a harmless fucking post which got blown WAY out of proportion. IT really pissed me off that stupid things get brought to the table when bigger issues are at hand. We will always be friends and not much can change that. Anyways Christine practice my voice over script. It sounded wonderful. She has a nice professional voice that sounds awsome. People will be surprised when she answers the phone when she works for me in the future. I still do not know how much she will milk out of me per hour but we will see. Its also a commision based job so it will be good for her after hours and on weekends. We had fun the other day. I think I smiled entire day. She got a wicked phone and I got an expensive one thats ugly but is for phone support. It will be great having Christine as phone support. And eventually maybe even be a support tech one day. It will help her improve her communication skills with unknown people and she will learn alot of valuable technical skills. I am excited I get to hire her it will be fun. Any ways been a long day with alot of BULL that should not of happened. She wants to play AOE now so gtg.

Jeff

Let me clear up a little issue. For some dumb reason people can handle a dancing banana from a COMMUNITY web site. Yes its from www.webhostingtalk.com which is a community site. It had NO sexual refrence what so ever. If your that paranoid maybe you should trust her more. As much as I hate your losser ass I am not gonna wreck your and Christines change at having a relationship. You do it better then me any ways. I will NOT lose Christine as a friend though. We have talked and been the closest of friends for a year and will be for many many more. And for all of you that dont know about the banana pic here it is. And if you need to see the context its used for go to www.webhostingtalk.com and browse around. Its great if you wanna learn about web hosting to!



I hope that clears up this issue.

Jeff

Well Today,

Things are better. I am not mad any more. Well I am but about different things and not out loud. I was glad to talk to Christine today right when she got home from school. I am very sick and have been for about a month even thought I have been living with it. I am a trooper I guess lol. I have had Mycoplasma pneumoniae for a few weeks and not known. Good thing I decided yesterday when I coulden't swallow I would go to the doctor. It can turn in to full bore pneumoniae which would probably kill me with my airway issues. I got giant horse pills and mouth wash to kill anything and my mouth and upper neck and swollen and red. Any ways today was much better. Have made a few hundred $ off adsense in past 2 days which is great. Also talked to Christine alot more and had fun. We always have fun. Don't think it matters where we are in life we will always be the best of friends. We talked for a good 4 or 5 hours on phone and it was nice. Always lots of conversation. I have gotten over the angry part now its just live life. Its one of those things that will make or break its self. I got alot to do anyways business is busy and now I provide phone support(180099PLNET!) She also said she will do my phone voiceovers for me :D!!!!!!. Now when I call my 1800# or any one else you will hear a nice sexy voice and not some joe blow clowns voice. Maybe it will even bring me business :D. That will keep me busy. See what happens in the future. Life is one big mystery right!?!?!? If Im lucky I will get to see her on saturday to hang out with but if not on wednesday for sure cause she promised! I now have to whop her ass in pool as pay back. I have some work to do then Im gonna chill with some battle field and I should go to bed before 3.

Jeff

Hey hey,

Well Today has been a rather good day. I have relized life will be better off with Chris as a friend. I have alot of hatred for how shes acted and the only satisfaction I get is nowing he will burn her one day and cause her pain. Pretty sick but its true. I will probably be her friend after some serious thinking. Christine has not been her self for a while. I hope she goes back to the old Christine soon. THis has happened everytime she started talking to him. Moody/bitchy attitude and a lack of caring for others even the ones that are "supposed" to mean alot to them. Only thing she cares about is her self and then not even that. I asked for 2 things out of her. 1. She does not let him abuse her in any way. 2. She does calls me after he does. Its a matter of "when" and not "if".

Along time ago. She told me she had this feeling once when he pinned her down that she wanted to kill him( unintentionally not like murder). The other day I was reading an article on self instinct. When your body fears that what or who ever is doing something to you has the ability to kill you, you will instinctivly try and kill that thing/person. It scares me how she reacted with the wanting to kill him part. It signifies he probably has the capability to go to far one day. I do not know what I would do. As much as shes hurt me if he severaly hurt her or killed her I dont think I could rest until he was dead or crippled. Wait and watch. Seems what I do best :). Improve my own and businesses in the mean time. Deep down inside I want to be her friend. I just feel so betrayed its sick. So worthless its sick. I dunno. I thought I showed her she deserved more but obviously it did not take. I do not understand how you can "love some one so much" that at one point in time you wanted to and tryed to "unintentionally" kill him. You hoped that blow would kill him. That to me is a sign of an abusive manipulative person who pulls all the right cords. You take that over me. Thats why im upset. Not only is it a matter of you taking that over me. But its how you did it. One day we are fine the next we almost hate each other. Why Christine? Why do you all of sudden just care so little about the person who has treated to you so good. What?? Like answer that. Some one you go to talking 5 hours of msn and 2 hours of phone a day to a 20 minute msn coversation. Just sucks. Makes me never want to look at your face again. You also said. You stopped lieing to your self about how much you love him. Well you must of started lieing more to your self about how much he abused you. You should not do that. Ill get over it but you have to ask your self deep down. What the fuck are you doing?

Well moving on. Other then a tiny bit of sadness today has been good. I found out my money that has been invest for only a week has made $1500. Pretty sweet considering it would of lost all of $5 in TD. I also had xoopiter appraise at $25,000.00. Not bad for a company that has been running for 4 months. Although if I where to sell it today no one would give me more then $10 G for it. People are cheap. I also signed up for college. I signed up for:

- Advanced E-Commerce and international business
- Advanced Linux/Unix Network Administration
- Computer Sciences
- Small business management

All are 4 year courses except small business management. Advanced Linux/Unix Network Administration would probably relocate me to Toronto or Texas if I get it. Per 1 COLO is in Toronto which would be my first option and ThePlanet is in texas. I really dont want to go to texas but it would be an $80 000 a year job in US dollars. I figure its worth a chance to start over. Tomorow I go to the doctor to get my throat looked at. Should be fine. I am also gonna start weight lifting again. For some reason I had very little motivation when I was with Christine. I think it was because she had very little motivation aswell. We bothed gained alot of weight. Time for me to lose it. Also have alot of work to do and papers to sign saying I am not funding islamic terrorists ROFL. I also got my 1800# for PlanetHosted 1-800-99-PLNET. 9-PLANET was taken already so that works. Will bring alot of business to PlanetHosted as people like to talk to real support people.

Any ways thats all for today.

Jeff

** NOTE Any nasty replies will be deleted other then Christines. Odds are you shouldent be reading this, You dont know what happened, or your just an ignorant fucker. If you don't like what you read try fucking off. Thanks.

Hey hey,

Been a while. I think LiveJournal is a waste of time and has been used to create alot of problems accossiated to me so I dont update often. I think this year is going to be good. Me and christine had an awsome new years. I gave her her presents to. Some really perdy earings. Will have to post some pictues later. I think christine is moving on slowly but surley. Just gotta relize she isnt out to do bad stuff all the time. Its hard to get used to thinking but I just cant get over it. I know she never wanted to hurt me but I am just overly aware of it. I think we have many fun and happy memories comming up.

Gnight
Jeff

Today I think Christine has finally moved on. As hard as it was for her I think she has. Although he keeps going against all his talk and playing bullshit games I think she is doing ok. I hope he takes clue and hits the highroad. Its bothered me alot when she talk to him. Just the fact he toyed with her so much and she put up with it. And for what? Seemed like the only out come would be to lose me. Im glad nothing happened and hopefully we can move on and fulfill are plans of going to florida and moving in. I am excited. She is comming over tomorow. I can give her her new earings which I got her for Christmas. Oh well time to sleep.

Gnight

Merry Christmas every one. Take it easy and have a nice holiday!

Hi Hi,

Well Christine came home from mamamia and is a bit happier. I am talking to her on the phone and trying to get her in the Christmas mood. Earlier she told me danny tryed to get her to come out with her family. I told her that if she does she can say goodbye to me forever or atleast until she straightens her life out. I didnt do this to be mean or to force her to do something. She can still do it but she knows the consquences that will happen. This isnt a new altimadem I told her this last time he fucked up. I said im not watching her get hurt over and over. Im sick of the ill fated "on a wimm" Decisions that intern go no where and hurt people. I have more then enough proof to base my decision on and it would hurt me alot if she threw away all we have just to see him a few more times before bad things happen. Thats enough of that. Just sad stuff but its christmas so be happy! Merry Christmas!

Jeff aka king licker ;)